Nervous System
My mother studied snails
on a bit-spit of land in the ocean. Bright midday
slip, she hit her head, battered it to a black
pool of wordlessness. To dream
you are bitten by a spider reveals a conflict
with your mother. To dream of a snail
suggests a spiraling inwards
for answers. The concussion made a shell, cool
well of answers inside a hurricane-
emptied hospital. In the myth, Spider Grandmother
thought the world
into existence. She threw her dew-dropped web
into the sky and made the stars.
In her mechanical bed, my mother relearned the names
for things—flood, daughter, glove—lights
flickering on in her planetarium.