Morcellation
(from the French)
Less invasive
the doctor says. To break into pieces.
Little morsels, little slits
(for me) to come out of
(myself). Mon corps—
my body— a corpse,
a mis- translation. As I keep mistaking
blood for song, God
as something owed to me.
But the tumor lacks language
and so, in this way, is
infallible, and so a little
like God. And, like God,
the terror is in knowing
it could be malignant, could be
everywhere and all
at once.