19.2 Winter 2021

Derek N. Otsuji Small Lives

You found them on window sills, swept
          into corners—a cricket’s husk, a moth’s
                    kite wings, a gecko stripped of its tent

of skin. Exposed to air the little corpses
          had a sad air about them—naked, forlorn,
                    so you placed each one in a matchbox

pilfered from the kitchen drawer
          next to the old stove that burned
                    with a cold blue flame. When you lifted

the moth from its plank, the stiff
          wings dusted your fingertips, like gilded
                    edges of a Bible’s pages, and the cricket—

shell of song—cracked, dry as a syllable.
          Touched by death, you brooded upon
                    the clean mechanism of the gecko’s jaw,

the tenantless eye sockets’ gaping
          vacancy, and heard a strange music,
                    clicking in hollows of the dreamless skull.


Derek N. Otsuji is the author of The Kitchen of Small Hours (SIU Press, 2021). Recent poems have appeared in Beloit Poetry Journal, Southern Review, and Threepenny Review.