There Are No Garbage Days
Tonight she’s punching down the trash
into its stretch-marked sack—cartons, tea bags, gilt
Q-tips, sculptures of magenta lint so high we must be nearly
naked, sweaters nearly spent. I watch her clip
each six-pack loop to Cs so when they wash
to sea, bottle-nosed dolphins won’t go for tuna, get Coke
choke-holds—instead, I’m seized by her
intention with what most throw away, what joins
our ocean vortex of debris: nets and foam and traffic cones,
rotating, clockwise, with plastic bags that sigh
like bloated jellyfish, balloon and churn,
become a great pontoon. What’s tossed is all we have to cling to:
two magnetic Cheerios pitched out
with browning milk; tubes of clotted
Coppertone; afternoons, huge drums of fuel exhausted
through the turn-around, there for pick-
up duty; spider-legs of tungsten tinkle
in their bulbs on nights we fall as limp dogs to hard sleep—
the lights burn as we drift off, won’t cut out
on their own, so luminous instants
waste. We lose them to the gyre, widening, can’t ignore a mass
like that—before long, thirty years have slipped
down a bay-bound drain. She strains to lift
the sack to curb, trundle the bins, avoid their mystery drip.
Then heaves them past the oleander. Venus
dims. In morning, she remembers she forgot
to drop off one more thing. She does not make it quite in time,
so it perfumes all the week—and I would like
to tell you, mostly, of full diapers: softball buoys,
riding every wave. Though I do not know much of love,
one swelled every day.