14.1 Spring/Summer 2016

Austin Allen Where He Is

 

When did more people weep for Johnny Carson:
during the last show or the emphysema’s
follow-up act? Tonight, how many weep?
Tonight he owns the time slot of my sleep.
I dream the L.A. leisure suit; I dream his
prairie-boy charm as he invites the stars in—

really a pageant of my own lost friends
restored: and here’s Johnny, and here they are,
as I sit hidden in the studio rafters.
Lavaliers catch and swell their separate laughters.
The host bends at his desk as at a bar
to ask how far the heart’s career extends—

and in mid-sentence, starts to hack and cough
till the sound cuts out and the lights wink off.


Austin Allen’s poems and essays have appeared widely. His first poetry collection, Pleasures of the Game, won the 2016 Anthony Hecht Poetry Prize and is forthcoming from The Waywiser Press. He lives in Baltimore.